I was freshly postpartum with a 3 month old, my first, and had found out my husband was cheating. I felt like everything was crashing faster than i could breathe. I started drinking and smoking heavily while contemplating taking my life. I had begun beating myself to feel anything but the pain in my heart. Sam smith has always been my rock, so i cycled through their music till my ears felt like they were bleeding. If not for this exact song my son wouldnt have a mom. Thank you. Truly.